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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Finally finished my Gero presentation today! Left 1 more to go at week 15!!
Decided nt to go clubbing with my classmates they all coz abit late they go ard 11 pm in the night! But class end at 2 tom! so dun tink i wan to go tom!! Especially it is ladies' night tom!@@ Sure got alot of guys there. Dun wan to go! Coz now i have a phobia towards guys le!! haha... my COnclusion is tat handsome guys are not trust-worthy at all!! They tok to u one thing & they do another thing to u!! Tat's my experience!! hai... i tink i am a bit pathetic or watever!!
Prefer to be single now wait till i finish my studies, Maybe finish my bond with nhc then maybe go overseas to further studies!!My ambition is to be a midwife or a children nurse!! MAybe can work at kk hospital next time le!!

Now i am hook to this song : Tata Young- Sexy, naughty, bitchy!! IT is a kinda of bitchy song great song to club to!@@ haha... so intro this song to u all!!K K... gotta to go watch... i guess*3 hee!! Coz got comic boyz!!
Sunday, March 28, 2004

Just woke up.. hee coz yesterday watched tv till 3 am!! Yesterday went to mt's bday at east coast, went home very early coz realli nth to do there.
Went to parkway with cl & her fren to wait for kl & xh. as usual they were late again. Walk from parkway to east coast, we fei alot in the underpass!! haha, coz have to act serious there, realli cant make it!!

After reaching there, there were alot of ppl, so so suprised!! haha, saw michael. sandi,zhikang, richard & many others frm mjr! We were boring over there coz nth to do! So when yohan ask whether wan to buy drinks we so happy to "escape" frm there!! Sit in yohan to go giant to buy drinks for them to drink!! Great fun!!

Hai... now is really nth to do!! have to slack abit b4 doin anything tom!! haha
Friday, March 26, 2004

Finally weekend le! TOday gg to enjoy myself le coz too stress tis week!! HAve to reward myself abit! Maybe Go shopping then buy clothes or skirt to wear!! HAha! Exams round the corner le, not yet done my revision yet, real sian le!~

Tinkin whether wan to go out with my darling tis sunday anot?Coz tom gg out then sure spend $$ wan!! Still tinking .............

Lose some wt this week ah... coz irregular meal taking then now having relapse of gastric pain.. sure future kanna gastric ulcer if continue having irregular mealtimes!
hai... Now doin work again as usual!! Stress Ah!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Finished My practical test le!! KAnna CVP monitoring & airway management! SianZ... summore the assessment Lecturer is Pauline Chia! Die le!! Got prompted by her 4 a few times! BUt at LAst lah:PASSED!! haha... a burden off from my heart le!

ASo finished my mental health presentation today too!! HAi... left 2 more presentations to go!! Keep it Up!! Finish le then can relax after tat!!

Exactly not much things happened tis 2 days! Just onli, kanna scared by my fren, but nt gg to tell more coz it will be embarrassin to mi! HEe... tom dun feel like gg to skol coz a bit sianz to go 4 2 hrs lesson tom!! so Skip class tom!!
hee :)
Sunday, March 21, 2004

today Is sunday.. listening to she: ta hai shi bu dong. Quite a touching song to mi! Such a boring day for mi, stuck with my clinical book the whole day, trying to memorise the steps in my mind.

Watched scooby-doo 2 yesterday, quite a nice, funny movie to mi as i watched the 1st one too. Saw ng weili yesterday at heeren with his gf, haha i made fun of him abt the tv show he appeared in. But so surprised tat he went to ns so fast ah, the last time i saw him was at jan, so fast he is "botak" haha!! Seen him in tat hairstyle made mi laugh!!@@

Slept quite early yesterday coz dun slept well on friday nite, dun know y i dreamt of that guy?? Dreamt of eating dinner with him (dun know at where)!! dun KNow wat that means?? (any idea? Guys!))
Now slacking at home. it seems like it gg to rain soon! NIce weather to have a noon nap right now~!
Ok tat all!! I'm gg to sleep le for a while aso can~~
Friday, March 19, 2004

Hee... now watching resident evil in the living room so decided to write sth first before switching off the com. Really like tis show, but reminds mi of the old days with "him" ,exactly went 2 watch tis movie with him tat time!

Hmm, just went out with serene today to buy her earrings. The earrings were veri nice!! Tot of buying one but i seldom those types, sure keep in the drawer till rust! so Decide nt to. indeed Bought a small wallet frm d match gal!! quite Nice to mi!! Hee!!

Next mon having my practical skills. stress up right now!! But decide to let go for a while to watch tv 1st!! Decide to go clubbing after exams! Coz that when everyone is free & got vit M!! Haha!! Yingbin wana to go anot??
Now chioing ppl to go with mi!! Haha!!

Okok gotta get back to the tv le!! Enough of craps oreadi!!
tom wondering want to go watch the eye with my "sister" anot??
still tinking!!
Thursday, March 18, 2004

back From skol.exactly today no skol for mi as elearning day mah, but go back to practise clinical skills! the lesson shld start at 11am, but that toopid mabel(clinican) dun let us in coz no teacher is with, ask us to wait till 1pm then can practise.Like Sh*t, woke up early then still had to wait!! Make mi irritated! Anyway went to get sandwich for breakfast cum lunch!Gossip abit with pauline & vincent!Finally get a chance to practise incubation & air viva function test! So wish mi all the best on mon!Hope dun get pauline chia to assess mi otherwise i sure die one!!Tom gg out dinner with jia long, dun know where to go to makan?? Eat sushi again ah!! Real cant make it! HAve to continue with my project work later!!

Hai!! this few days, my mood damn sucks big time!! Thinkin of the times that i gg to work soon, make mi vomit blood!! Sure stress will fill up my Days in nhc! I will grow old very fast le!! My teacher says we shld get a bf now, rather when we go work, there is sure no social life for us!! But where got so easy to find one??Ask her to find one for us@@ anyway, bf sure say we as nurses sure no time for them, coz we workin for 6 days then shift somemore.. sure kanna dump by them le!! Hai.. so my opinion is get someone who willing to suffer those days with me, being with mi when i need him most! Give a hug whenever i am stress with my work!! See first when there is such a guy in spore!!
Wednesday, March 17, 2004

ok time to summarise wat i did tis few days: finished presentin nursing project to the lecturer! He said not bad but we did not organised the powerpoint according to the marking criteria but overall well Done!! haha!! relieved my stress!! Sick today, having headache & sore throat! Must be resulted from sleepin late tis few days!!Hai.. next week still have mental health presentation!! Hai not yet finish my nursing diagnosis for the case study!! Tom still muz go back to practice skills coz clinical test next week!! Must study hard le!! Exams round the corner!! Hmm.. tinking whether wan to go makan dinner with jialong tis fri anot? cant make up my mind!! coz Quite broke tis few days!! waitin for the $$ from the hospital!! comin next week!! haha!! Got a wallet from my auntie But is in red color!! how to bring out!! SOmemore she bought from burberrys!! Real sian!! but nvm... ask my mother to take as her fav color is red mah!! Been thinkin tis few days, how come tis guy's face kept comin back from my memory! I had made up my mind to 4get him!! I shld make up my mind since we broke up 21 mths ago!! hai... his words keep coming into my mind!! reaL tired of this kinda of life!!
Monday, March 15, 2004

haha... stressed today...just finish typing nursing project, presenting it tom with sasa they all!! lucky can save in the floppy disk otherwise i will be dead!! So happy today coz my darling pauline bought mi a small bolster from ikea!! haha.. feel sleepy when holding to it!! miss the 1st lecture coz overslept!! tired on sun night coz toking to my dear fren abt her relationship with her bf!! haha... got from my auntie two discount cards: pbss & charles keith!! hee...sure gonna buy things till i drop le!! hee:)... have to sleep le...tom got presentation!! hee... tis is the song that i have on my mind the wholeday ... there goes (stacie orrico:: i promise:

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

hee... tis is my fav song right now!! haha... got it on my mind the whole time! coz it make sense to a relationship!! hee
Sunday, March 14, 2004

Hai... so borin today at home... woke up early to complete my powerpoint then watch tv... Really nth to do the whole day.. eat, watch tv,eat again. Really borin day for mi!! exaCtly wanted to go out but seem like everyone are busy , so decide to stay at home to study bah. Finally decide to forget tht guy...coz ther is no use waiting for him to return. there are alot of "trees" out there for mi, as jialong told mi everytime. I have frens that care for mi too. so there's no need to be with him even his heart is nt with mi!! i Think thoroughly le. Better Concentrate on my studies rather then spending time tinkin of him!!Tis song i liked alot coz it reflects my feelings


HOw can i not love you??
Cannot touch, cannot hold
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss,
Cannot have eachother

Must be strong, and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do i not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?

Cannot dream, Cannot share,
Sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel,
Must pretend it's over

Must be brave, and we must go on
Must not say what we've known all along
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
How can I not love you?

Must be brave, and we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?

How can I not love you when you are gone?
Saturday, March 13, 2004

wat a day for mi!! early morning go bk skol to do nursing project discussion, now stay at home to complete it up! my head feel so heavy...must be the late nights of burning midnight oil bah?? Now doin research for literature review for skol work... feel very boring now. Dun know tom wan to go walk walk with pauline anot?? hai.... feel hungry now...noone at home so hav to cook things to makan... dreamt of him again yesterday... y cant he go away?? feelin so stressed out tis few days... go H**l man!! hai... anyway yr 3 liao...sure got alot of things to do... did i mention i gg to dinner & dance with my class... but really dun know wat to wear for that day?? Atah they all said after the dinner thing... still go out ?? but spore got places to go mah?? sure clubbing one!! die le... now hav to tink of wat to wear le.... hai...
Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Today went to j8 with yenting ,lizhen & my darling pauline!! haha!!! bought two shirts, went home after that coz very tired. luckily no rain at my house otherwise i will like a drench chicken le!! hee^_^ now reading thru my elearnin stuffs, friday clinical test sure die die le!! better study tom after skol!! saw sunny again today at skol food junction!! still lookin the same!! nth much change with him!! hai...exactly nth to write le!! better go back to my studies le!!
Tuesday, March 09, 2004

haha... just started with tis journal thingy today!! fren intro mi to use it! so here i come~! Being so tiring since my term break last week!!not yet study for my clinical test on fri. have to start tom le otherwise kanna kick out by pauline liao le!! hai, really nth happened today in skol,just the normal routine, lecture--tutorials--presentations!! hai...tink of the days of grad make mi sick le!! so tired now!! gg to sleep le!!